[APPOINTMENT POST] suit and tie

[complexing]

((This is an appointment post for Touya at luceti — need your character to meet up with him, but making a new post for it seems like overkill? Let's thread here!

When making a new thread, please mark the subject with Action/Video/Voice/Written and the date the thread takes place.))

Comments

[guardiancomplex.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but my instincts were always good about people I spent a lot of time with. Like you and Sakura. And when Yue gets that sad, distant look in his eyes I don't know what I feel anymore. I feel like everything he's thinking happened way before I was even born and how could I understand that?

It was easy with you. [He gives Yuki a small smile.] We were both the weird kids. But Yue's not weird, I'm afraid of being the weird one.

[winged_moon]

You don't have to completely understand someone to love them. You just have to want to.

[He tilts his head slightly.] We're part of each other, Touya. You can't really separate us, not completely.

[guardiancomplex.livejournal.com]

I don't want to separate you, not at all. [He looks a little panicked at that--perhaps Yuki touched a nerve fairly close to one of Touya's fears. But he doesn't let on about it.]

...I do love him. But I can't just throw that around without promising that when you or Yue are feeling down or low, that I can do something about it. Sometimes I don't know if I can do anything about what happened. Sometimes I feel like I'm trying to fight Clow and it's like beating my head against a wall.

[winged_moon]

[Though Yue had claimed to not be listening to the conversation, the strength of his silent reaction to Touya's statement makes Yukito blink in mild surprise, though the expression almost immediately turns into a gentle smile.]

Some things can't be changed overnight. But think about how much has changed in the last year. How much he's changed, for your sake.

[guardiancomplex.livejournal.com]

I didn't think they'd change overnight, though sometimes I feel like I move forward a step and then the next day I'm back two. Or maybe that's just in my head. Things have changed--I see much more of him, for one thing. [He smiles and pulls Yuki back to him so he can put his chin on Yuki's head again. This was so comfortable.]

Maybe I'll get him to eat something I've cooked next year. [He chuckles.]

[winged_moon]

You're doing fine. If he disliked you I'm certain it would be very, very clear indeed.

[But now that he knows just how closely Yue really is listening, it's a little uncomfortable talking about his other self like he isn't there. So instead of continuing, Yukito takes on a plaintive tone to his voice.]

Speaking of eating something that you've cooked....

[guardiancomplex.livejournal.com]

[Touya blinks--] O-oh, right. Sorry. [Touya puts the plates into the oven and puts the cucumber soup into a bowl.] Here, you can start with this while the rest of the food gets warm. [He takes the bowl over to the table and sets it down for Yuki, hurrying back to the drawers to get him a spoon.]

[winged_moon]

[It's a little disappointing to have to separate again after being so comfortable, but... food is still important. And there's plenty of time later to spend together, since it's not as though he had plans for the day.]

It looks wonderful. Thank you.